How does a tomboy raised in a house full of men find the sensual woman inside of her? Growing up with a widowed, retired Marine as a father and two older brothers taught Asia to be tough. But how does she stop being one of the guys and learn to find the right one?
Finding herself won’t be easy, finding love will be even harder. Meeting Jay opens Asia’s eyes to the possibility of love and unbelievable sex but can his country club world accept the woman more comfortable in torn jeans and flip flops? Or will she find the love she yearns for in the tattooed arms of her first love, a pro skater who has come back into her life? With the possibility of new love or closure from a painful first love, finding her path is riddled with uncertainty and discoveries but before she can follow her heart she must first set it free.**Not recommended for younger readers due to sexual content, recreational use of marijuana and language.**
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February fourteenth had never meant much to me in the past but now that I was newly engaged, I was looking forward to celebrating Valentine’s Day for the first time. These days, all that really mattered to me was Asia’s happiness. She’d told me before I left on my trip for L.A. that it wasn’t a big deal but I knew better. Just like me, she’d never had a reason to celebrate Valentine’s Day before and I wanted to make sure that her first time was special.
That’s why I was sitting on a plane at three in the morning.
I was going home.
When I crept into our house at seven, aside from the sound of the waves washing into the shore outside, it was quiet. I placed my suitcase down lightly on the floor in our foyer before reaching inside to retrieve Asia’s gift and slipping it into my back pocket. The cellophane wrapped around the bouquet of flowers under my arm crinkled when I moved and I froze, waiting to see if she’d heard me. Our house was so big, I probably could have yelled Asia’s name and she wouldn’t hear me but I was still worried she’d wake up and the surprise would be ruined.
Putting the flowers down quietly on the couch, I pulled my beanie and jacket off before slipping my feet out of my Nike’s. After picking the flowers up again, I could feel my heart beating faster as I climbed the stairs toward our bedroom. I was careful to hold the flowers still so they didn’t rustle and make noise and used the socks on my feet to make my way stealthily down the hall. Our bedroom door was slightly open so I reached out and pushed it slowly.
Asia was lying there in a pair of panties and one of my t-shirts, her long dark hair fanned out around her. It was the most beautiful thing I’d ever seen. The curtains were drawn so there was a soft glow in the room and her scent was everywhere—coconut oil and the ocean.
God, I love her.
I carefully placed the flowers on the foot of our bed and pulled my black Henley up and over my head before tossing it on the floor. Asia still hadn’t stirred so I put my hand on her foot and whispered her name.
The second her name came out of my mouth, her foot shot out and kicked me in the jaw. I was so surprised by it I cursed and took a step back. The contact Asia’s foot made with my face startled her and she gasped as she sat straight up in our bed. I had one hand on my jaw and the other out to either calm her down or defend myself. As soon as she realized who I was, her eyes went from mine to my naked chest and then to the roses on the bed before she fell into a fit of laughter.
“Oh my god, Marcus. Are you okay?” she asked through a laugh.
I opened my mouth wide and stretched my jaw.
“Happy Valentine’s Day.”
Asia’s eyes got big and her smile grew. She jumped onto her feet and ran to the foot of the bed before she tackled me. I stumbled backward a few steps and my back slammed into our bedroom wall right before my head did.
This was not going how I’d planned.
“Oh shit! Are you okay?” Asia asked again through another laugh.
I stood there with my back against the wall, my head tilted toward the ceiling and my eyes closed as Asia reached up and tried to sooth the back of my head with her hand. She stopped laughing and grew quiet when I didn’t respond.
Before she could say anything else, I opened my eyes, wrapped my hands around her waist and tossed her backward onto the bed. She squealed as she flew through the air and landed on our soft mattress.
Asia was laughing again and scooting toward the headboard when I started crawling up the bed, stalking her like a lion would stalk his prey. My hand shot out and wrapped around her ankle, using it to pull her down and under me.
“I didn’t fly all the way home so you could beat me up.” I told her as I used my hand to lift her leg and wrap it around my hip.
“You flew all the way back home just for me?” she asked as her hands ran trails over the tattoos on my ribs.
She loved my tattoos.
I pressed my hips forward, feeling the warmth between her legs.
“Well, not just for you.” I whispered as I tilted my head down and gave her a slow, wet kiss.
She pulled back, a smile still lingering on her lips and her beautiful, dark eyes staring into mine before she whispered, “Happy Valentine’s day, babe.”
Fuck, I’m the luckiest man in the world.
Leaning forward I brought my lips to hers again and immediately felt my dick respond when they touched. Her warm sexy body under me, the smell of her soft skin…I’d never get enough of her.
Before we got carried away I pulled back and grinned when I saw the lust in her gaze. I loved that look on her.
“I love you, babe.” I whispered before pecking her on the lips again.
Reaching up I tucked some hair behind her ear and she smiled up at me, her eyes studying my face like they always did when we were this close.
“You’ve made me the happiest man in the world, you know that?”
Her eyes came to mine and I could see my future in them. Our future. No matter what changed in my life, those eyes would always have me and Asia would always have my heart.
“You have me forever, Asia.” I told her as I kissed a trail down her neck. “I got something for you.”
Sitting up on my knees, I reached into my back pocket and pulled out the long rectangular jewelry box I’d had wrapped at the store.
Asia bit her bottom lip and the corners of her mouth lifted into a smile as she sat up and took the box from my hand. Her eyes came to mine and a glimmer of excitement flashed in them before she started unwrapping it.
“You’re so sweet, babe.” She murmured before leaning forward for another kiss.
I’d never been able to resist her kisses.
Once she pulled away she began ripping the paper open, her eyes occasionally coming to me with a look of anticipation in them. She bit her bottom lip again before slowly lifting the top of the box.
When she didn’t immediately react I started to explain the reasoning behind the gift as she pulled it out and looked at it.
“It’s a locket. Our initials are engraved on either side and there’s a picture of us together inside. I know you don’t wear jewelry that much but I just thought…”
Before I could finish Asia wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled me on top of her.
“I love it. It’s beautiful, Marcus.” She whispered.
“Will you put it on me?”
She held the necklace up between us and when I took it she moved her hair off of her neck and shoulders so I could get it on. Once the locket was resting against her chest her hand came to it, her fingers feeling the letters engraved on its surface. Her eyes locked on mine and there was no doubt in my mind that it meant a lot to her. I stared at her as I stroked her cheek with the back of my fingers. To me, she would always be the most beautiful woman in the world.
“Make love to me.” She said as she brought my hand to her mouth and kissed my fingers.
I smiled and felt my body relax as I settled my weight on top of her. Her legs came up to wrap around my hips and I could feel the heat between her legs. I instinctively pressed my hips closer to it and she let out a moan when she felt my length press against her.
Reaching back into my other pocket I pulled out the second part to my gift, a blindfold.
I lifted it between us so she could see it. Asia’s eyes flicked down to the black silky material and came back to mine before she licked her beautiful lips.
“Close your eyes.” I murmured as I moved to my side next to her and put the blindfold over them.
Asia laughed while I tied it behind her head and I bit down lightly on her earlobe before whispering, “Now be a good girl.”
“Mmmm” she moaned. “I’ll be good.”
Once the blindfold was in place I got off of the bed and watched Asia as I unbuckled my belt and slowly pulled it from my jeans so she could hear it. She was lying on her back, the t-shirt she was wearing was pulled up around her waist revealing her navel and her sexy black panties. She licked her lips again and I saw her chest moving faster with her breaths.
Once I was naked I moved to the end of the bed and put a hand on one of her feet.
“No kicking.” I warned and Asia giggled.
I let my hands glide up her toned, sexy legs until they reached the tops of her thighs and then I let them slide back down. Her skin was so soft against my rough hands. I moved them up her legs again, this time letting my fingers hook into the elastic of her panties and pulled them down. Asia sucked in a breath when she felt my breath against her stomach and I lightly placed a kiss under her belly button.
I was careful to only touch her with my hands and my mouth, I wanted her to crave more, want all of me.
After tossing her panties onto the floor I let my hands come back to her legs. I let the tips of my fingers graze her skin before I gave her my next command.
“Open your legs.”
Her mouth lifted into a smirk before she obeyed and spread her legs apart.
“Good girl.” I said as I let my fingers slide along the inside of her thigh.
She bit her bottom lip and started breathing harder as my hand got closer to her warm center but didn’t touch it. Asia lying there with her legs spread and her eyes covered was one of the sexiest things I’d ever seen.
Kneel between her legs, my cock was hard as a rock and sticking straight out in front of me but he’d have to wait.
Leaning down I slowly licked a trail from Asia’s hip up to her ribs as my hands slid my t-shirt up further on her body. I stopped it when it reached her nipples, exposing the underside of her breasts and held it there. I placed wet kissed across her stomach before working my way up and teasing her breasts with my mouth, my hands pressing the shirt firmly against her nipples. My dick grazed her thigh and I felt her squirm under me as I moved from one breast to the other. Peering up at her face, I saw her cheeks were flushed and her lips were parted. After teasing her long enough I finally lifted her shirt up and took one of her nipples into my mouth.
Asia gasped as I swirled my tongue around the tip and nipped it lightly between my teeth. I moved my hips, letting my dick slide against the soft skin of her thigh again before moving to her other breast. Asia’s legs spread wider for me.
“You taste so good.” I murmured against her lips before taking her mouth with mine.
Her lips parted and our warm tongues slid against each other as I moved on top of her, letting my body press against hers. I used my thighs to spread her legs further apart and moved my hand down between her legs. She was so wet I groaned when I felt her juices all over my fingers.
“You’re always so ready for me.” I whispered after breaking our kiss.
She grinned then moaned as I circled my fingers against her clit. I let one of my fingers slip inside and her back arched, pressing her body closer to mine. She was panting now and I fucking loved it. Her hands came up to grip my hair as I sucked on her nipples and continued fucking her with my finger. God, she was so wet and warm it took every ounce of strength I had not to bury myself inside of her.
Asia was circling her hips against my hand and I could feel her insides tighten against my fingers. She was close. Sliding down her gorgeous body, I kept my mouth close to her skin so she could feel the heat of my breath as it made its way to her pussy. She whimpered when I let me tongue dart out and lick her clit, my finger still moving in and out of her slowly.
“Oh god, Marcus.” She breathed as I licked it again.
I let my tongue circle her clit a few times before I wrapped my lips around it and sucked. Her back arched further, thrusting her bare chest into the air as I added another finger and began moving them faster inside of her. Asia’s hands gripped our sheets and her heels pressed into the bed as she started coming. I could feel her insides tightening and released her clit from my mouth before flicking it with my tongue again.
Her hips started circling faster against my hand as her insides pulsated around my fingers and she moaned my name. I loved watching her come but I missed her eyes.
As she came down from her orgasm I moved up her body and pulled the blindfold off. Her eyes were glazed and full of longing. I couldn’t help kissing her again more urgently this time. I needed to be inside of her. She nipped my bottom lip between her teeth as she gripped my back in her hands.
“I need you inside of me. Please, babe.” She murmured as she wrapped her legs around my hips again.
I used a hand to guide my cock to her opening and pressed myself inside of her but just gave her a few inches. She sucked in a breath as her eyes rolled back into her head and her eyelids slide closed. She was so fucking wet and warm, I couldn’t wait to be buried deep inside of her.
She moaned and tried to use her heels against my ass to press me further inside but I didn’t budge. I watched as her eyes slid open again.
“Fuck me, Marcus.”
I smirked down at her and finally gave us what we wanted.
I let my dick slide all the way inside and groaned as it was engulfed in her warmth. I buried my face in her neck as I moved my hips in a slow rhythm, letting us both feel every inch, every pull and slide of our skin.
When I lifted my head our eyes met and I felt my heart throbbing in my chest as I looked at her. The endless depths in her eyes, the curve of her cheeks, the pink, soft skin of her lips, her heartbeat drumming against mine. This woman was everything to me and she’d agreed to be mine forever.
“I love you, Asia. God, I love you so much.”
My hips started moving faster, and Asia wrapped her legs tighter around my waist as our mouths met again for a long passionate kiss. I wrapped my arms around her back and held on to her shoulders as I pounded myself deeper and faster inside of her.
Asia’s nails dug into my back and she sucked my ear lobe into her mouth before she told me, “Come with me, babe. I wanna feel you come inside me.”
That was all it took. I squeezed my eyes shut before letting my body take over. I felt her pussy tighten around me and she began whimpering and moaning my name as I continued pounding into her. Just as her climax came I felt my balls pull tight and I came hard, cursing and squeezing her shoulders in my hands. Her body shuddering under mine as I released myself inside of her, every pulse and throb of our bodies causing us to gasp.
Asia was my home now and I never wanted to leave.
“Best Valentine’s Day ever.” She said between breaths and we both smiled.
Yes, it was.